keep that breathless charm..

I saw somebody that has a breathless charm.. But as usual, it’s for my eyes only.. I can have that somebody but from a far.. hehe! Silly of me to think of it that way huh. But that’s my sad reality.. It’s just not meant to for me. But when can I ever meet my knight and shining armor? That’s my million dollar question!

I’m really a helpless romantic! I don't believe in destiny. Destiny is nothing but a fantasy. Reality is one hell of a ride! A ride that keeps on spinning and spinning on my mind.

Ahh.. Love.. What is love? I dunno! Don’t ask me! hehe! I once had it. But now, I can’t find it in me. It’s nowhere to be found in my sweet memories. My dreams have been shattered long before I begin to mutter. Dreams that motivate me to keep on living, giving me hope to face the sanities of my being. Now I’m bitter. Bitter as I can be. Can’t blame myself for what has happened to my past and me. I know time will heal all wounds.. But when will that wound ever heal?.. (*sigh..) I’m tired of being sorry for myself. I did my best and I believe my best wasn’t good enough. Enough of this crap! Does no good to me! Now that I’ve found a breathless charm, nothing can stop me!