Prayer for Generosity

Lord Jesus, teach me to be generous;
Teach me to serve you as you deserve,
To give and not to count the cost,
To fight and not to heed the wounds,
To toil and not to seek for rest,
To labor and not to seek reward,
Except that of knowing that I do your will.

Amen.

This is a prayer by Saint Ignatius of Loyola. It reminds me of Marvin, a good and humble team leader in our company. He'll be leaving us soon and it will be so sad to see him go. But we know its for his own good and success, so we'll support him all the way!

Love Love Love...

Love.. love... love.... (*giggle)

I just wanna say the word love… Is it a crime to say the word love?... I missed saying “I Love You” to the one that I love... It’s been a while. (*sigh) I miss those moments… those sweet and precious moments. I would give up forever just to bring back those moments. But can I? Can I really do that? Give up forever just to be happy even though the person I loved already stopped loving me for quite sometime and I never knew?.. (*sigh) Life really sucks! Nah, it doesn’t suck. It’s just unfair. Yeah! Life isn't fair. It never will and it never was. But I believe some things happen for a reason at the wrong season. (*giggle) Pardon me for my silly thoughts. I just want to say it that way…

I just wanna let a person know who I really am and show him the real me… Is it a crime to reveal yourself to the one you truly love and trust?... I missed my old self... The person that I used to be and whom I consider to be one of the sweetest persons in this planet. But those thoughts and beliefs are gone now… No comment. And don’t ask.

I just wanna be frigid… Is it a crime to be frigid after all the things that I have gone through?... I really don’t wanna blame myself for what has happened in the past. I wanna move on but the love that I feel is still in me. The love that I can’t let go and is hard to let go. The love that I cannot set free. The love that wasn’t supposed to be.

I just wanna be happy and be free from thee. But how can I be happy if you won’t let me be. Seeing you happy gives me glee. But in my heart I feel it made me bleed. I know you let go of me. You let go of the past and left me on my heels. Left me pretending that life has to go on without thee. But deep in me, I know, you see me crying but my eyes just never show.

Angel Unknown

whaaaaaaaa...! i just saw an angel! fell in love with an angel! don't know the name of that angel! huhuhu.. i've never seen such face that is flowing with grace. his smile, his face, the touch i long to embrace. seems to pull me down with his trace. those eyes, his nose, the body that i long to hold..

hahahahaha! na unsa nani! na over og compose dah! :p

pero in fairness, that angel inspires me! grabe! don't know his name lang.. faet.. hehe!

Cutest BABY Ever

isn't this baby the cutest ever?? how i wish i'm gonna have a baby like this in a few years from now! a trophe whom i can hug, hold and call it mine.. hahaha! yeah right.. i should start dreaming tonight!

keep that breathless charm..

I saw somebody that has a breathless charm.. But as usual, it’s for my eyes only.. I can have that somebody but from a far.. hehe! Silly of me to think of it that way huh. But that’s my sad reality.. It’s just not meant to for me. But when can I ever meet my knight and shining armor? That’s my million dollar question!

I’m really a helpless romantic! I don't believe in destiny. Destiny is nothing but a fantasy. Reality is one hell of a ride! A ride that keeps on spinning and spinning on my mind.

Ahh.. Love.. What is love? I dunno! Don’t ask me! hehe! I once had it. But now, I can’t find it in me. It’s nowhere to be found in my sweet memories. My dreams have been shattered long before I begin to mutter. Dreams that motivate me to keep on living, giving me hope to face the sanities of my being. Now I’m bitter. Bitter as I can be. Can’t blame myself for what has happened to my past and me. I know time will heal all wounds.. But when will that wound ever heal?.. (*sigh..) I’m tired of being sorry for myself. I did my best and I believe my best wasn’t good enough. Enough of this crap! Does no good to me! Now that I’ve found a breathless charm, nothing can stop me!

Damn! I Feel Lonely Again.

There are really times in my life when I feel down and gay... (dili magbinayot akong gi mean ha.. ;p) hehehe!

Toyoyoink

this is the expression that I say when I wanna hit a person at the back of the neck for doing a stupid thing! hehehe! just kidding.. but come to think of it, jokes are half meant! hehe!