Is It Me or Is It Them?

Is it my being sweet or is it just too much?
Is it my being open-minded that I give them such freedom?
Is it my trust that I never had a doubt in anything that they do?
Is it my personality that they find it so annoying too?

Is it my chinky eyes that couldn’t see them through?
Is it my culture that they can say we can’t be together too soon?
Is it how I was brought up that they could not match up to?
Is it my close family ties that they envy too?

Is it my college degree that we don’t have the same interest?
Is it my job position that makes them inferior?
Is it my salary that even they work hard they still can’t reach it?
Is it what I know that makes them think they’re so little?

Is it my friends that they don’t like?
Is it how I spend some time with my friends that they dislike?
Is it when they go with me to hang out with the friends I care the most?
Is it how I treat my friends and them that they make some fuzz out of the most?

So many things that are coming out of my head
So many reason that I could have said
So many alibis that may have been alleged
So many times that I could have held...

I know I’m not perfect and I do commit mistakes.
I know I don’t have the body which every man wants to take.
I know I know little that I cannot equate myself with a man.
I know I’m just a girl, waiting for a man to love me for who I truly am...