Love.. love... love.... (*giggle)
I just wanna say the word love… Is it a crime to say the word love?... I missed saying “I Love You” to the one that I love... It’s been a while. (*sigh) I miss those moments… those sweet and precious moments. I would give up forever just to bring back those moments. But can I? Can I really do that? Give up forever just to be happy even though the person I loved already stopped loving me for quite sometime and I never knew?.. (*sigh) Life really sucks! Nah, it doesn’t suck. It’s just unfair. Yeah! Life isn't fair. It never will and it never was. But I believe some things happen for a reason at the wrong season. (*giggle) Pardon me for my silly thoughts. I just want to say it that way…
I just wanna let a person know who I really am and show him the real me… Is it a crime to reveal yourself to the one you truly love and trust?... I missed my old self... The person that I used to be and whom I consider to be one of the sweetest persons in this planet. But those thoughts and beliefs are gone now… No comment. And don’t ask.
I just wanna be frigid… Is it a crime to be frigid after all the things that I have gone through?... I really don’t wanna blame myself for what has happened in the past. I wanna move on but the love that I feel is still in me. The love that I can’t let go and is hard to let go. The love that I cannot set free. The love that wasn’t supposed to be.
I just wanna be happy and be free from thee. But how can I be happy if you won’t let me be. Seeing you happy gives me glee. But in my heart I feel it made me bleed. I know you let go of me. You let go of the past and left me on my heels. Left me pretending that life has to go on without thee. But deep in me, I know, you see me crying but my eyes just never show.
