Just as I was doing well with life
And I was beginning to hide the feelings that I had for you deep inside
You came to put a hole in my heart again
You said it hurts and things are different now
When you are just far from a distant and I never did change
The more I cannot seem to understand what makes it so unalike somehow
I used to believe in the saying that goes...
“When you really love somebody
Nothing can stop you from loving that person
No mountains or seas can change
Those feelings you have for that being.”
But I guess I was wrong…
Life is a mystery that we can never tell
On how it changes so easily with a snap of a finger
And why one becomes bitter after falling into something that went deeper
For me not be miserable of what had happened
I look at the brighter side
Hoping and praying that one day somebody better will come my way
But still I hope and pray that one day
You would come home to me
And forever you will stay...
Life's Mystery
My Poem Dedicated to Daisy
Knowing that you'll be leaving makes me sad
Knowing you'll be more happy makes me glad
Eventhough I've only known you for a few months
It feels like I've known you far more than enough
Though I don't know you pretty well
Never did I doubt as far as I can tell
You are fun to be with
You are a person full of glee
Not a dull moment is spent
Once a person is connecting to thee
Talking to you was never boring
Teaching you was never hard
I just hope that with your short stay
You learned something that you will always keep in your heart.
Thanks for being a good team player.
Thanks for the memories.
And thanks for being a good friend.
Always stay happy and take care.
May you always have good health.
And I wish you the best in all your future endeavors.
Is It Me or Is It Them?
Is it my being sweet or is it just too much?
Is it my being open-minded that I give them such freedom?
Is it my trust that I never had a doubt in anything that they do?
Is it my personality that they find it so annoying too?
Is it my chinky eyes that couldn’t see them through?
Is it my culture that they can say we can’t be together too soon?
Is it how I was brought up that they could not match up to?
Is it my close family ties that they envy too?
Is it my college degree that we don’t have the same interest?
Is it my job position that makes them inferior?
Is it my salary that even they work hard they still can’t reach it?
Is it what I know that makes them think they’re so little?
Is it my friends that they don’t like?
Is it how I spend some time with my friends that they dislike?
Is it when they go with me to hang out with the friends I care the most?
Is it how I treat my friends and them that they make some fuzz out of the most?
So many things that are coming out of my head
So many reason that I could have said
So many alibis that may have been alleged
So many times that I could have held...
I know I’m not perfect and I do commit mistakes.
I know I don’t have the body which every man wants to take.
I know I know little that I cannot equate myself with a man.
I know I’m just a girl, waiting for a man to love me for who I truly am...
Destiny and Relationships
Destiny won’t be the one to lead you to the man who is perfect for you. No matter how perfect a man is for you and you don’t love them, nothing would still happen to the both of you.
You will never expect love at its best, but who ever you choose will always prevail. There's no such thing as destiny. There are only different choices... Some choices are easy, some are hard. These are really the important ones that define us as people. Maybe it’s not the happiest of endings but it's the right one.
I totally agree with this quote that says:
"No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE.
No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK.
And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE."
And I got a word from the wise that:
"A relationship comes from two people loving, respecting and enjoying each other’s company. That’s it. Sex is a huge bonus and for most of us it’s a part of a good relationship, but it is not the basis of one."
My Ideal Guy
In a guy, physically he must be:
- taller than me
- fair or white complexion
- thin lips
- smiling eyes
- smiling face
- straight eyebrows
- not fat and not thin
- little muscles
- not with kinky hair
- neat looking
- presentable
- nice nose
- no bad body odor
His characteristics must be:
- honest
- respectful
- open
- trustworthy
- affectionate
- sweet
- romantic
- demonstrative
- loving
- thoughtful
- responsible
- open-minded
- has initiative
- optimistic
- loyal in loving – one woman man
- understanding
- good sense of humor
- God fearing
- patient
- kind
- calm
- humble
- committed
- has time for me
- hard working
- not boring to be with
- accepts me for who I am
- accepts my family
- accepts my relatives
- accepts my friends
- good family background
- introduces me to his family
- introduces me to his friends
- a gentleman
- remembers occasions
- a good comforter
- know when to talk and when to be quiet
- not fond of cursing
- encourages me
- gives support
- appreciates my efforts
- stands up for me
- not fond of making fun of others
- loves dogs
- loves kids
- goes out with my family
- goes out with my friends
- brings me along with his friends
- loves music
- loves to watch movies
- makes me feel special
- not self-centered
- knows how to let down his pride
- holds my hand when we walk together
- goes to church with me
- vocal with his feelings
- loves to hug me
- thinks about our future
- plans about our future
- includes me in his decisions
- willing to wait for me patiently
Other characteristics:
- older than me
- not vain with his looks
- no children with other women
- has a stable job
- knows how to spend money wisely
- knows when to be practical
- does not smoke
- drinks occasionally
- does not take prohibited drugs
Hmm?... these are the things that I was looking for in a guy...
I found this kind of guy but he was not who I think who he was...
I fell in love with wrong men...
I fell in love with men who does not pass to the categories that I'm looking for...
For short, I fell in love unconsciously.
Love is not blind... it just doesn't mind.
Now that I'm single again, I hope and pray that I will meet the kind of man who passes my list.
He may not necessarily be perfect, but if he is close to perfect, then he must be it!
If not, then I'll wait for the man who truly deserves me.
But my question is... Does this kind of man exist? Only God can tell... :)
Ha. Ha. Very Funny
I've read the break-up letter of my ex again
And it made me laugh at last... hehe!
Some line says...
"We have to move on.
I'm sorry for all my shortcomings...
I'm not suited for you.
I guess this is the time to bid goodbye...
You are such a wonderful and nice person
I've ever met.
I know there is a lot in store for you...
Thank you for all the happiness
You brought into my life...
That I will always keep and cherish.
May God bless us all..."
Nice one!
May I ask...
When is one suited for someone else?
Is there such thing to say "this is" the time to bid goodbye?
If I were wonderful and nice, how come they left me?
What's in store for me that I'm broken hearted?
Am I just someone else's toy to give happiness?
Will I keep the hurt I have inside?
That all the cherished moments breaks my heart so bad?
Hmmm?...
I'll be okay.. I can do this!
If they are happy right now, why can't I be?!
Yeah... Things happen for a reason on a season??
Ha ha! Yeah right... :p
A Poem to My Beloved
Anyway... I'd like to thank you
For all the sweet memories that you have given me.
Wherever I go, what ever I do,
I am happy for my thoughts are with you.
To the places we've been,
To the memories that I can never forget
I'll always treasure
And keep it in my heart forever.
Since you're in a new land and you've met a lot of different people
I'm happy for you...
Though I know you've moved on your way,
And for that, I cannot make you stay.
Though I love you so deeply,
In my heart you still stay
And I know in time
These feelings will fade away...
So I wish you all the best
And I hope you'll never forget
That the time I've spent with you were cherished
And my feelings were true.
And when the time comes
That you go back to your native land
I hope you'll never forget
To visit an old friend...
Take care...
I wish you all the best.
May God bless us all..
And I'll be missing you...
I'm Single Again - Oh dear life...
I'm 26, single and successful in my career.
I'm 26, available and my love life doesn't seem to cheer.
I'm 26, happy and holding my life so dear.
First was Bennie, a Certified Public Accountant,
now married.
Second was John, a basketball varsity player that time,
now I don't know where he is.
Third was Paul, an old man trapped in a young man's body,
now I see him often.
Fourth was King, a university teacher but never was my teacher,
now also married.
Fifth was Matthew John, a former call-center agent,
now living in Illinois and he never left his heart in Cebu.
Hmmm?... What can I say?... Hmmm?...
Oh well! Life goes on!
I'm just glad I've met and loved them all.
No regrets and can't turn back the time.
But if I were given the chance to pick out one of the five,
I'd pick __________.
Since true love can't be found in any of them,
then I'll go on my way as they did as well...
Being in the state of love is such a wonderful thing.
But when one falls out of love,
it's the most painful thing one can bring.
But hey! It's not yet the end of the world...
And as they say, God has something better in store for you.
And I believe He has some plans for me too!
So I'll just wait for that day to come.
And pray that one day, true love can be found...
